of random things
graduation
hi, i am now a degree holder of bachelor of science in pharmacy and an RPh in the making. currently, i am busy with my self review for board exam on june. well anyway, as what i've said, i have just graduated from a local pharmacy school last march 2013. no, i did not graduate with a latin honor title as what i've been aiming, i just did not, maybe it's not really for me, but i know i deserve that. i worked my ass off, i studied so hard, i woke up very early to study and stayed up so late in the evening to study. my final grades from 1st yr to 4th yr college were above 85, my average was 90 something, my grades are enough to be cum laude, but i lacked extra curricular activities, again, cum laude is not for me. yes, i am so bitter, but i got no choice, i have to accept it, it's the best for me.
spring 2013
i went back to america after graduation, again, to get a "new stamp" in my visa, in order not to forfeit my immigrant status. nothing really happened. as usual, i did baby sitting for 3 kids in vegas, stayed there for like 9 days, got my renewed nevada card and some mandalay bay tour and that was it. i went home to study and review for board exam. and i missed 4 days of pharmacology, feels like i missed 2 years of pharmacy school!!!
summer review class
i was back to the real world after america, i was back in facing my books, reviewers and i was back in starvation and poverty. but i preferred these stuffs than you know, baby sitting, at least i have what you call "independence and freedom". so here's the routine, 4 consecutive days of review classes, 2 days off (self study of what was reviewed in 4days), then 1 day exam. it was so tiring, imagine, waking up so early for 8am reciew then staying up so late at night to study then waking up again before 8am blah blah, cycle cycle.. and it's finally over. now is the time for our self review/study. anyway, such a good thing to know that i topped 3 exams out of 14 subjects, without reading pacop or any reviewers (galing rin kasi sa mga reviewers ang exams) unlike what others did. i just relied on what i ve read, studied, notes and what i know, and some common sense too. i failed 1 exam and that was pharmacology, it hurts you know.
of love and my future
if you happen to read my post 2 months ago, that is about not moving on, well right now, i think there's this "progress", you know, i cant deny the fact that there is still something, but what i am trying to say is that, i am near the finish line of totally moving on which again is a good thing. i know i dont deserve him, and he does not deserve me either. i am 20 years old, soon to be professional. i think i have to be matured enough uhmmm. ang hirap i-explain, basta ganun, my future guy should be matured too, professional, yung lalaking may sense of humor, di nadadala sa temptasyon, working, faithful, effortful, i am not looking for a perfect man, i just need someone who finds me sexy despite of my very big braso, butod na tiyan, broad shoulders, or someone who will just love me for the restof my life, yung may contentment sa buhay, a man who is deserving to be my husband, to break my virginity. hindi naman ako nagmamadali sa pag-aasawa, point ko lang dito, 20 na po ako, kailangan na rin magmature,mag isip nang maayos para sa future, yung next na lalaking iboboyfriend ko, siyempre, sana siya na rin si future, ampanget naman kasi 20 kana, pa fling-fling pa rin? or anu yan? friends with benefits?
continuing with science
i have this very ambitious goal, that is to study cancer (oncology) to become onco-pharmacist, but there's this big risk of infertility when you handle anticancer drugs. when i was in a jeep, i was also dreaming of studying molecular biology, that is, i want to become a geneticist, because i am so curious with this human genome project that i want to join them. haha. most of the time, i just want to proceed studying medicine, and be called doctora.
