hi blog, tagal ko na rong hindi nakapagpost, i miss you. i will try to remember all the events happened after nung last blogpost ko dito, my last post was dated january 9,2014. let's start with january 10 or 11 ata ito.
my sister and i were so busy preparing for my niece's 1st bday, designing the house, cooking desserts and all. it was evening of january 10 when i recieved a fb msg from my sisters saying, tatay was rushed into the hospital due to hypertension, he fainted too, he was unconcious. we thought it was just his usual hypertensive crisis incident, but it was not. my family in isulan told us that he was been snoring all the time, he said he was in a semi-comatose state, we panicked. i didnt sleep that night, yes, i was crying and praying at the same time. i can't sleep, but i need to because we have to prepare for my niece's bday on the 12th, i slept around 8am of january 11, i slept for an hour or two. i tried to be productive that day, tried to sleep again but i just cant sleep, my tatay's situation made me so worried, he was still in coma state. 12th of january came, at the middle of the party, i went to my room to ask for updates about tatay, still, bad news, i cried. after almost 4 weeks in the ICU, my tatay is still in coma, my sisters told me he opened his eyes everyday for about 3-5 seconds, then that's it. it came to a point that my nanay was so worried because tatay has not opened his eyes for 4days, the doctors said, he was still in a deep coma. we recieved a call in the middle of the night from my brother and sister in Ph, they asked us to come home. maybe because something will happen. on the 14th day of february, we arrived in general santos city. on the next day, we visited tatay in the icu, my sister stayed for only 4 nights because she still has work to do and of course, her family in vegas needs her. i stayed there to help nanay and to watch and care tatay in the icu.
i celebrated my bday in gensan, with tatay, still in the icu and with nanay, we just ate at pizza hut with my cousins in sm and ate dinner with niña and leander at sm too, of course, i'm thankful because they remembered my bday, they brought cakes too, somehow, my stress level went down. on the 19th, i celebrated it with jandi and zaf, we had fun too. our (nanay and i) daily life in gensan was full of stress, we ran out of money, energy and sometimes, hope. we get up at 6am, and go to thew hospital at 7 or 8am, and go home around 6-9pm, depending on tatay's case. i experienced, okaaay wait, i can't finish this, im crying already, i remembered all the heartbreaking scenes in the hospital, i cant breathe
