Saturday, September 25, 2010

internship

intership is on october.

i'm so excited and nervous!
i wanna be in Watsons, but that's really impossible. top 8 students will be there. but, i just hope:))
so i'm going to be busy next week, with intrams and requirements and some requirements for fresh air. haha. i'll tell you soon what's fresh air is all about, when it is verified and approved.

good grades are coming back, not just good, but really higher grades than what i've expected. thank You!

Thursday, September 16, 2010

revenge of the fallen 2

relate this to the post below

what i've been pointing out in my previous post is, I DESERVE BETTER NUMBERS BECAUSE GOD KNOWS, I KNOW, EVERYONE KNOWS THAT I'VE DONE SO MUCH WORK, EFFORT, AND SWEAT JUST TO HAVE BETTER.

i should have rant this before. i do, they don't. too much effort from me, just an effort from them. too much time for something worthy, financial help from them. dear reader, i hope you get it.

LIFE IS SO UNFAIR. I WANT JUSTICE.

IT SOUNDS THAT I'M TOO OA FOR RANTING THIS, SORRY, BUT THIS IS BUGGING ME FOR DAYS. I CAN'T JUST SIT AND HIDE THIS. NAGBABAWAS LANG AKO NG TUBIG, MASYADO NA AKONG PUNO. pls cooperate with me.

and to you, you know who you are, who knows my blog url, pls, pls, pls pls, don't spread my good news to our colleagues.

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

revenge of the fallen

if words are more hurtful than bullets, then i guess i have no choice, i will kill you with words.

dear pokemon,

first, i like you, second, i like you more, third, i like you the most. that is- before. now, i don't like you, but i don't hate you the greatest, but i just hate you and just want to slap you. what you did made me cried last time. tears were falling secretly from my eyes, no one knows i was crying, no one knows how depressed i was that time, no one knows how my world broke down that time. no one knows i wanted to slap you in front of public. no one knows i wanted to have a debate with you on why did you gave me such thing. no one knows how i breathe deeply that time, seriously, i was having difficulty in taking oxygen because of what you did. no one knows i wanted to kill myself for having an axe, but He knows.

you know pokemon, you're funny, you're good and great. actually, i laugh at you, i mean everybody does. you're a good joker. but your jokes sometimes are so sarcastic. you're also good in giving us thoughts, you're good in everything, yes. EVERYTHING. everybody loves you, likes you, everybody believes in you. the world is impressed with you- except me! but don't worry, i like you, i said before. i know, i f you're reading this, you'll get dizzy, this is so random.

let's get straight with no flowering words.

i just wanted ask you, WHY DID YOU GAVE ME THAT Z+? while EVERYBODY GETS A+? huh? ARE YOU BLIND? or YOU'RE JUST PLAYING BLIND? DID YOU SEE MY EFFORT? i believe NO, you're too busy to see things around you. DID YOU SEE THEIR EFFORTS? i believe, NO, too. well, TO TELL YOU, I DID SO MUCH EFFORT IN EVERYTHING YOU ASK, YES!!! SO MUCH EFFORT LIKE RAISED TO INFINITY. I BELIEVE WHAT I DID IS MORE THAN THEM! YES, IF YOU'LL TELL ME I'M SO MEAN, YES I'M MEAN, I'M HARSH', I'M BRUTAL! what else? i'm gruesome! i'm the worst human you've ever met. and YOU'RE THE PERFECT HUMAN I'VE MET!

hey, DID YOU KNOW, I SLEPT AT 1AM JUST TO FINISH A LETTER TO BE SUBMITTED IN A GOVERNMENT DEPARTMENT? A LETTER THAT EVERYBODY USED. YES. I DID THE LETTER. TELL THEM TO THANK ME, TO THANK ME FOR THE EFFORT I'VE DONE, FOR THE SALIVA I'VE WASTED FOR FORMAL PERMISSION, PLS TELL THEM.

DID YOU KNOW, I ALMOST DID ALL OUR PRESENTATIONS? ALL THE IDEAS? ALL THE WORDS MY COLLEAGUES HAVE SAID IN FRONT OF YOU? AND OH, PLS SEND MY REGARDS TO YOUR FRIEND, WHO IS ALSO BLIND TO SEE MY EFFORT. DID SHE KNOW THAT EVERYTHING that MY COLLEAGUES HAVE SAID AND ACTED IN FRONT OF HER IS MINE? YES, EVERYTHING, LITERALLY EVERYTHING!

you know, i don't really blame you. i know, i should blame myself. i already did. i'm just looking for another one to be blamed of, i know, i'm bad. despite all these bullet-like words, i still THANK YOU for giving me an axe with 5 handles. at least, i passed. and thank You, Lord God.

dear reader,

sorry for the exaggeration and hyperbole. you know, it's my first time to see a red mark on my card. that's it.

Wednesday, September 8, 2010

146th

this is my 146th post. ok. you don't care. :/

i miss blogging.....




so much.

Prelims and midterms are over! not really pala, i have 3 lab exams to go, plus finals, plus intamurals. hey, i failed the interview for intrams program committee, and i don't care, it's their loss, not mine. i'm not really busy, but i'm busy busyhan, i'm just busy for a moment, say, tonight, because i procrastinated last week, so i need to do this and that.

academic rants: outburst of a procrastinator

as usual, i'm battered by my quizzes, exams, projects (did i mention, we're doing drug literatures, drug labels, boxes? which is very tiring) and, tantararan, i'm not proud to say that my physicks quizzes are always line of 7, which is really disappointing and nakakawalang gana. i always study, i'm gahot in physicks, srsly. but i always end up with percentages of 76, 76, 76, 76! like hell! when would be the time i'll spell physicks as p-h-y-s-i-c-s? *sighs*

dds: drug delivery system

dds lecture is fine, so as dds lab. i love my scores, if i'm gahot in physicks, i'm more gahot in dds lec and lab, srsly. major major subjects dude! i love making, compounding, preparing and manufacturing drugs. i love mixing the active substance with the excipients. i love dissolving volatile oils in alcohols. i love creams, ointments, pastes, tablets, capsules, aromatic waters, acacia mucilage, elixirs, spirits and the like. i'm loving the time when i'm in the lab, i hate it there because it's f***ing hot there.

PhChem: pharmaceutical chemistry

ok, our prof is always absent, literally ABSENT. i mean, she always attends seminars, her sick kid and whatever reason, blah, blah. midterm grades are better than prelims, i think.

rs: religious studies

my so favorite, i mean not so favorite subject in college! i always suck here, i always asleep in lectures, srsly.

pscyh: psychology

there's nothing to rant here, except for the teacher who always waves and flips her hair, she's a fresh graduate by the way. i love reading our pscyhe book.

PhCare: pharmaceutical care

i hate them all, the teachers both lec and lab, the lessons, essays during quizzes, the projects, and OH-PLEASE-GO-TO-DOH-OFFICE-AND-ASK-THEM-ABOUT-THEIR-PROGRAMS, srsly. i hate

the wedding: plans and everything

so, it's my brother's wedding on october 30. it will be in bulacan, yeah, so maggasto. we're still cracking our brain for plans. the future couple is so busy, so some ideas and plans should be sprouting from I and sis' heads. srsly. i'm not excited for the wedding actually, i'm more excited in my gown. i hope the sastre will make my gown so bongga just like in my design. please :/


i guess, i have nothing to share. i'll update soon, when i'm in the mood.