Wednesday, September 15, 2010

revenge of the fallen

if words are more hurtful than bullets, then i guess i have no choice, i will kill you with words.

dear pokemon,

first, i like you, second, i like you more, third, i like you the most. that is- before. now, i don't like you, but i don't hate you the greatest, but i just hate you and just want to slap you. what you did made me cried last time. tears were falling secretly from my eyes, no one knows i was crying, no one knows how depressed i was that time, no one knows how my world broke down that time. no one knows i wanted to slap you in front of public. no one knows i wanted to have a debate with you on why did you gave me such thing. no one knows how i breathe deeply that time, seriously, i was having difficulty in taking oxygen because of what you did. no one knows i wanted to kill myself for having an axe, but He knows.

you know pokemon, you're funny, you're good and great. actually, i laugh at you, i mean everybody does. you're a good joker. but your jokes sometimes are so sarcastic. you're also good in giving us thoughts, you're good in everything, yes. EVERYTHING. everybody loves you, likes you, everybody believes in you. the world is impressed with you- except me! but don't worry, i like you, i said before. i know, i f you're reading this, you'll get dizzy, this is so random.

let's get straight with no flowering words.

i just wanted ask you, WHY DID YOU GAVE ME THAT Z+? while EVERYBODY GETS A+? huh? ARE YOU BLIND? or YOU'RE JUST PLAYING BLIND? DID YOU SEE MY EFFORT? i believe NO, you're too busy to see things around you. DID YOU SEE THEIR EFFORTS? i believe, NO, too. well, TO TELL YOU, I DID SO MUCH EFFORT IN EVERYTHING YOU ASK, YES!!! SO MUCH EFFORT LIKE RAISED TO INFINITY. I BELIEVE WHAT I DID IS MORE THAN THEM! YES, IF YOU'LL TELL ME I'M SO MEAN, YES I'M MEAN, I'M HARSH', I'M BRUTAL! what else? i'm gruesome! i'm the worst human you've ever met. and YOU'RE THE PERFECT HUMAN I'VE MET!

hey, DID YOU KNOW, I SLEPT AT 1AM JUST TO FINISH A LETTER TO BE SUBMITTED IN A GOVERNMENT DEPARTMENT? A LETTER THAT EVERYBODY USED. YES. I DID THE LETTER. TELL THEM TO THANK ME, TO THANK ME FOR THE EFFORT I'VE DONE, FOR THE SALIVA I'VE WASTED FOR FORMAL PERMISSION, PLS TELL THEM.

DID YOU KNOW, I ALMOST DID ALL OUR PRESENTATIONS? ALL THE IDEAS? ALL THE WORDS MY COLLEAGUES HAVE SAID IN FRONT OF YOU? AND OH, PLS SEND MY REGARDS TO YOUR FRIEND, WHO IS ALSO BLIND TO SEE MY EFFORT. DID SHE KNOW THAT EVERYTHING that MY COLLEAGUES HAVE SAID AND ACTED IN FRONT OF HER IS MINE? YES, EVERYTHING, LITERALLY EVERYTHING!

you know, i don't really blame you. i know, i should blame myself. i already did. i'm just looking for another one to be blamed of, i know, i'm bad. despite all these bullet-like words, i still THANK YOU for giving me an axe with 5 handles. at least, i passed. and thank You, Lord God.

dear reader,

sorry for the exaggeration and hyperbole. you know, it's my first time to see a red mark on my card. that's it.

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