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i really don't know how to start this blog post. i really don't know how to end my 2008 and i really don't have the idea of my year-ender post. [i've read the year-ender post of ate paw, naiinggit ako, buti pa siya, may naisulat. lol].

*thinking*

okayy, meron na. beware, it's corny for sure. so stop reading.

my 2008 started with an open forum with my family, of course, tears were all over our eyes. i can't deny that it was the most nakakaiyak, i thought, i'm dying, i can't hardly breathe because of heavy tears. after that, all secrets were revealed and i'm relieved. so i went on thinking that 2008 would be great and no more feuds. but it was a great mistake. i would rather kill myself or go suicide just to escape my family problems. i know, that isn't an answer. it would spend 50k for my posh coffin, and almost 10k for coffees, biscuits and needs. i'll give them free eye bags for sure, and i don't want that. i admit, this year was one of the most challenging, despite of the fact that it gives me all kinds of pains, from back pains to heart aches. i have so many vast and noble expectations from my family, but these didn't happen. that would be a very loud ouch. although, my family wasn't cool this year, it is still a family. anyway, my family isn't broken, my parents are not separated or divorced, maybe i'm bragging this because i'm lacking and looking for more love, yet, i considered my family as broken and no life last December 26 for just 1 hour. lol. erf. i'm still lucky to have them. i thank God for giving me a wonderful family. and yes, my family rocks my 2008!

how about my 2008 with my friends? very cool! at first, i thought they don't like me, but later on i realized that it was my fault again. i became ambitious and selfish because i want their attention. i learned friendship should be open and munificent. it's like give and take. [oh i know, you already know this concept.] i gained knowledge of fighting and not giving up because of my friends, especially IV-Boyle, my beloved section. i really love them, everything on it. perhaps 2008 was a lucky year for my studies. i improved my schooling, in fact, i'm a consistent honor student, and that was a great gift for my parents and a good news for everyone. hehe.

i gained more friends, especially online friends, from friendster, multiply and blogger. and of course, i improved my english and grammar. [sa tingin mo?]

i received blessings from God, family, friends and everyone, of course, i'm very thankful. i know i'm blessed. i learned many things and priceless lessons. my year isn't flawless, i've been bad and rude, i gained enemies and haters [soon to be friends], but it's okay. it will be a great challenge. [ang corny]

i can't end this post without concluding "sorry and thank you", it's a must. so,

SORRY and THANK YOU LORD GOD and EVERYONE for making my 2008 a GREAT YEAR and a BLAST!

[pwede na ba yang pang year-ender post?]

kind'a whattt?

my Christmas was affected by the global economic crisis. i bet everyone does. but it doesn't affect my true Christmas. anyway, this passed days, i've so much in my mind that i want to brag but as i opened blogger.com, these words vanished and i didn't know where did they go. uh, i remember i cried last friday because i'm so full of whatnot problems and "bulalasnghaligi". anyway again, my xmas break isn't good, i got tons of homeworks and of course, it's required to answer those freaking sheets. i got 3 analytical problems for calculus and i should answer 10 chapters in el fili. i want to blame my dear jose rizal for making his masterpiece. but i guess, i'm liking the story. another is our script for fil movie and that's it! i need to admit that bomberman land of psp is saving my Christmas spirit right now or else i have been gone for days of strolling.

let's talk about the upcoming year... dos mil nueve! so fly and go random!

next year, i'm hoping for having:

aaaa1.MY NANAY, complete family
a2.BETTER GRADES
b. HS diploma
c. metallic pink/green/blue/red laptop
d. nintendo ds lite, wii
e. mountain bike
f. new pair of skechers
g. crunch chocolate. haha
h. an old me? a new me?
i. lacoste bag
j. digi camera

next year, i'm expecting...

a. my HS graduation
b. a great prom
c. a good result of my CET in spc
d. new friends
e. new look
f. college life
g. A BETTER AND STRONGER ME
h. adventures
i. more moneyyyy...!
j. new environment
k. knowledge about Bisaya words

kulang pa na, hindi ko pa madumduman ang iban. basta damu pa ako ginahulat. basi iba baya ang magguruwas haw. wala na ako new year's resolution, waay ko man japun gina sunod. natak-an lang ko kasulat. kung ano ako sa 2009, amu na gid na. waay ka na mahimu baskin ako. depende japun kung ubrahun ko o kung gusto ko. basta bantayan ko lang ang tuig nga na.

halong kamo huh, basi baya malukpan kamo sing pla-pla o kwitis dira, mag bag-o na baya ang tuig. updi niyo ako nga i-welcome a 2009. kaintindi ka? understand?

something's wrong with haloscan?

fly and go random

Please pray for the victim who died yesterday after a murderous accident. i really don't know him, but as we walked to the accident prone area yesterday, i felt something unexplained. there are still fresh blood stains. my buddies said, the helmets turned into small pieces plus everything was chopped and totally crashed. i didn't witness the actual scene, it was just 10 meters away from our school. i'm wondering if the road in front of the school is cursed, i mean there are so many accidents. since i was enrolled to that school, there are at least 7 accidents i think?! 3 accidents happened just this december 2008. woaaah. from multicabs to jeep, from cargo truck to motor, from side sweep to major accident. scary! all we need are proper discipline for drivers and alert minds for road crossers!

random thoughts:

1. i can't accept the fact that my homeland, Isulan, [google it!] is having lotsa lotsa of emo boys with freaking emo hairstyles. maybe because i hate their hairstyles! uh, you can't find emo hairstyles in my school, erf, it's a mortal sin. you should cut your hair very short!

2. i'm craving for an original Lacoste shoulder bag color gray ad black. erf. i should tell my nanay to buy me this one, it's Christmas btw.

3. i can't feel kristen stewart's emotions in twilight. btw, i haven't watch the full twilight movie. and that makes me hating myself. arf!

4. HEY! I NEED MORE AND MORE ROLLBACKS FOR OIL PRICES. MY DAILY ALLOWANCE ISN'T ENOUGH FOR MY FARE. MANONG DRIVERS OF JEEPNEYS AND MULTICABS, MAG ROLLBACK NA RIN KAYO NG PAMASAHE! KITA NIYO, BAWAT SAKAY KO MAY NAKAKAAWAY KAYO NA PASAHERO DAHIL WALA PA RIN KAYONG ROLLBACK! HOY GISING!

it's Christmas everyone!

i did not know that it's Yuletide Season already. probably because i can't feel [and see] the coolness of December. I have so many reasons, first, lesser houses with dancing Christmas lights, even our home doesn't have one. 2nd, lesser carollers. 3rd, lesser Christmas solicitors, Lesser presents i received. oh yes i know, these don't count to feel God's special day. but it's not just that, i've still reasons to count and you don't want to know. another thing is that, our country belongs to the third world, that means, poor. lol for that. you just can't deny the fact that you were affected by the booming economic crisis. of course. everyone suffers! even gloria, doesn't know where and how she would take again the money of the people. haha.

Christmas party of my class went fine. it was fun, all the girls joined the "rap contest", because it was required. i bet you dont' want to hear us rapping those andrew E's binibirocha and stupid love. it will make you weep and scream. after lunch we have the usual exchange gift, after that, we have our icing fight. blame our adviser, she started it all.. to me. while resting for a while because we kept on chasing each other, my classmate mike threw his super duper uber mega blockbuster palm full of yellow and pink icing to my face. i thought nalunod ako sa icing. haha. then we have our singing bee. lol.

dan. ed. jue. aireen. adviser. see? i even have chocolate icing. lol

rspc updates: copy-paste from my multiply, yo.

what: Regional Schools Press Conference
where: KNCHS, Kidapawan City
when: Dec. 14-16, 2008
who: Campus Journalists of Region XII

this year's rspc was cool, but i don't like our quarters. tae. sinabotahe naman ang tacurong division. as usual. palage naman eh. nailagay kami dun sa kagubatan ng mga rubber trees. ala twilight scenario daw. okay ang food unlike last year. walang free ride, kaya yung gastos sa fare sagot namin. pakshet. nagtitipid sila eh. nung parade andyan lang kami sa sidewalk ng high way dahil yung mga 4-wheels at 3cycle yung hari ng kalsada that time, ni hindi nila pinasirado ang road. buti na lang nakapag simbang gabi pa ako dun. parang mas malamig yung H2O ng kidapawan kaysa sa davao. ewan ko lang. kaya masarap maligo tuwing mainit ang panahon. in short, okay yung rspc. marami kaming panalo, i mean yung school ko.

first time naming isinali yung school paper namin, kami lang yung gumawa, walang adviser na tumulong, kami rin nag process ng pera pambayad sa publishing house, kulang pa nga eh. eto yung mga napanalunan namin sa skul paper:

level: secondary- bracket b, english

5th place- best in layout
6th place- best in editorial page
9th place- best in sports page

it was a good start. right?

sa broadcasting naman. yung school namin ang nagrepresent ng tac. division.

best in technical application.

sa individual contests:

1st place- photojourn eng
2nd place- photojourn eng
3rd place- sports writing fil
4th place- photojourn eng
4th place- photojourn fil
4th place- editorial cartooning fil
4th place- feature writing fil
6th place- feature writing eng

mas marami kaming panalo ngayon kaysa last year na 5 lang. 3 ang nagpa nspc, 2 nspc winner.

nakakainins, hindi man lang nakapasok yung nspc qualifiers namin last year, kasi hindi na daw nila time ngayon, kailangan na daw ng bago.

hindi ako nanalo [sports writing, fil], okay lang. hindi ko naman gusto magpa Naga City. [ows?!] one nspc is enough, one nspc winning moment is enough.

that's all.

you make me wanna go lalalala.

fyi, last post, november 16. how's that? well, a usual answer, i'm busy. [but the truth is i'm lazy to blog]. thank you and congratulations for those who have patience to read and for those who dropped by in my cybertrash. lol. i have tons of stories to tell, but again, i'm lazy.

november 20- SAYAW NG KABATAAN [hip hop dance competition], t'was cool! but we lose. losers.
november 24-28- irregular classes. cooler.
november 29-dec 1- i got sick. high fever plus i kept on vomiting.
december 1- NO CLASSES, how's was that? very cool!
december 2- mercury torch making. cheap
december 3- the WORST torch parade of my life. [held at tacurong city grounds for the opening of 18th kambuniyan anniversary of my school]

yesternight we have this TORCH parade, and it rained heavily. we were like "may susunugin na aswang" because of the torch and we kept on running, nagmamadali kaming matapos ang parade. i wore a jacket, after the parade, grabe ang jacket ko may tumutulong tubig na parang bagong laba sa sobrang basa. because i don't have any umbrella i used a cellophane just to cover my head. i texted my brother to fetch me exactly 9 pm , after 1 hour of searching for my classmates and cellphone with load [btw, i don't have a phone, i gave it to my sister], ayun nakarating na din kuya ko. kahit may ulan, tuloy pa rin yung disco party ng mga college students. i went home with wet jeans, blouse and wet sneakers. just imagine i spent almost 4 hours under the rain.