how do u conceal puffy eyes?

i don't know what I did, 2014 is just so not for me. this is not my year, my tatay died, my mom left me in a foreign country, I dont have health insurance and I need to work to live because i have nobody to accompany me, and what's making it not my year again? my boyfriend who I thought is really the one for me, broke up with me. Sakit.

if you happen to read my previous post which i converted to draft (u cant read it anymore), i'm so sorry and i don't have the intention of judging you or insulting you. I highly respect you, what I wrote before was due to my jealousness and because i was really really mad at him. i'm so so sorry. nadala lang talaga ako sa emotion, I hope you understand. but, how did u get here?