recollection

last week, we went to dominican house of prayers and had our last recollection. it was fun! but i liked last yr's reco because we cried buckets. we had our picnic too, we brought junk foods, drinks but i brought chocolates. i had my confession too, hmm, it was awkward i tell you. it's the most awkward confession i have so far! haha. the snacks and meals were so good too. yummy spaghetti, sinigang na hipon, fried chicken and pancakes too! we're too busy taking photos too! and yes! we have our class picture again! I <3 pharmacy 3A.

i feel so pretty with this cute pink cap and minnie mouse blouse. bwahaha.

thanks to jandi for the multiple shots! haha. miss universe 2011, eh?!


the people i love! through flunks, thin and thick, rain or shine! haha.

sorry for the load of photos in this post and the post below this post. i just feel like blogging, i don't want my thoughts to disappear and i don't want my memories to fade.

i know, i'm not active anymore in blogging, i don't have readers, but i don't really need them. i just need some memory box to keep my stories/lies/tales/news/randomness. because i usually read my posts at the end of the year to reminisce what i've done on that year. kthanksbye!

nvc, smg

hello reader/s (if someone is reading this, okay!) last saturday and sunday, zaf ang I joined this school's student mentors' group acquaintance party, basic mentoring seminar and teambuilding activity held at jones beach resort, talomo, davao city. it wasn't not fun-at all. there was fun (but not to the highest level). honestly, i was so dismayed:(. the food and place were fine, but the accommodation and feeling of belongingness from the group members were so static (did i just use "static", omg!). in fact, out of 60+ members, 20+ were from BMLS (medtech), 2 from Pharmacy (i and zaf) and the rest were nursing students. i am not against bsn students or what, but I feel we don't belong to the group. bsn is bsn, bmls is bmls, pharm is pharm. i thought we'll be acquainted well in the acquaintance party to make us one, but what happened is too far away from the word "acquaintance". i liked the speakers in basic mentoring seminar, but at the end, we (i and zaf) found ourselves busy taking photos from different corners of the function hall. the teambuiding was harsh, we played this football (but it's not football actually, they just called it that way) under the raging uv rays of sun and the sizzling sand! let me tell you with these pictures.

function hall

aqc party: she's zaf, and she tried to portray like an OWL, but what happened? haha. we used fabric paints instead of face paint. it says there "do not prolong contact with skin", but the officers insisted. wtf.

if we're bored, i take photos like this. and like that below.

i was bored in basic mentoring seminar. my supposed to be way hair is not wavy anymore! haha

i slept at the upper deck of the double-deck bed.

aside from that, i'll show you a photo i took last year, it's a piece of paper that made my november and december 2010 busy months! i'm just so down and dissapointed because i've been waiting for almost 7 months, and i still got no replies from them. my sister said, i'll just wait, december of this year or next year, perhaps. i hope so!

ugh

i feel so rejected from the people around me. maybe i'm paranoid, who needs psychiatric attention, ugh, i hate this feeling. i felt this since last week. there are times i prefer to work/study alone, or silent in class or maybe i'm thinking too much or thinking that i'm just over reacting on people's actions/deeds towards me :/ i feel so useless and worthless, or may be i'm missing someone or missing or LOOKING for people's attention. yes, attention-seeker, pleasure-seeker, or whatever it is, ugh! plus the fact that our recollection didn't help me to overcome my case! another plus, that i feel so envious on people around me, they're happy, i'm not :(. and my academic performances too, affect my mood (because of low scores, even though i study hard!), this is like rejection.

i know, i know, i have wonderful people around me, i have Him, family, friends, relatives, but promise, i don't know:( ugh. so help me God.

acq party 2011

i enjoyed the party so much!!!!!! better than the 2 preview acq parties i had. we won 2nd place in group impersonation, not bad at all! it's like, everyone-is-waiting-for-our-performance-haha-because-we-looked-so-glam-and-dead-serious-acting-like-dreamgirls-and-destiny's-child-hahaha. after party, we went to torres, and ate yogurt, yoh froz babey!

acq

acquaintance party tomorrow, i will join the group impersonation, we're the dreamgirls! chos! hoping... we'll win!

anyway, i'm a new member of mentor's group (the geekiest group ever!), there are only 2 pharma students, me and zafara! haha. need to get to know people from bsn, bmls and AS department. chos!

cofi

gusto ko magpunta sa green coffee, chos!

manga

hi. i went to gmall today and i saw these cosplayers strolling around the mall. i hate it. i don't know, i was just so annoyed with cosplaying stuffs. may be because i'm not an anime lover (and i will never be, except of course for disney, nickeledeon, cartoon network cartoons!). another, may be those cosplayers who are not pleasant to look at with their costumes and make up on. they praise foreign acts rather than acknowledging Filipino stuffs, where's patriotism and itangkilik ang sariling atin, anyway? why are these people spend money on their costumes, make up, anime toy collections if they can save it in the bank, or in some needs? i'm just wondering! hello, why don't you spend your time on education? money on food? on the brighter side, at least, these people don't take prohibited drugs, that's good anyway. but still, let's be practical, people! ok. so much for that. chos! i'm practicing freedom, anyway, so don't get me wrong. chos again!