dad

i've been spending my weeks with this guy, exclusively dating with him. and because we all know where it would take place in the future, i texted my tatay.

11/16/11
me: tay, bata mo ba, kabalo na magdate-date. i love u!
tatay: *reply deleted
me:*reply deleted

11/19/11
me: hello tay! pwd na manguyab bata mo? hehe, iprove ko na honor list gihapon ko this sem.

12/1/11
me: hi dad! i'm bored, i'm not listening in the class.

tatay: good evening jo! i've been puzzled and wondering by your many texts for weeks now that i can't decipher if what's wrong with you. are you emotionally or just psychologically disturbed? OR IT'S JUST NOW THAT YOU'VE LEARNED TO FALL IN LOVE? tell me so i can help before it gets worse.

me: O________o

me: inspired ako dad. haha. because of him always ako makasmile. same lang man gihapon akon study habit. and kung tag 8:30pm na matapos klase ko, ginaupdan niya ko magdinner and ginadul-ong niya ako sa boarding house. don't worry, kabalo kami magbehave.

me: i was not listening in the class because the subject is religion. and expect everybody is bored.

i've been aiming for my parents' trust, and i've been maintaining myself to be behaved and honest to them. i love nanay and tatay so much! they won't allow me to have boyfriend, but i tell them, we can wait, 2 years to go dude! chos.

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sinong inlove? ako! haha. we're still friends though, but we're getting there. we're so futuristic. i want him to meet my tatay! heehee. i don't care what others say about him, as long as i'm contented with his company, i'm happy for "us", he's so nice, gentleman, pogi, macho, mabango. my friends are so happy too, according to them, iba daw ako makilig and mainlove. others say, cute couple daw kami. i'll be a first honor Dean's lister because i'll make him as my inspiration together with my family and friends. chos!

psl you guys, hani and jhed know him. haha! ultimate hs crush nia ako and nabasted ko na rin siya dati pa. haha. i hope you guys are happy for me<3

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dengue

last tuesday, i woke up with a 39.5 degree celcius temp, then tatay asked me to take care of the hardware because he'll be busy on cutting some trees. later that afternoon, i started to shiver, i went home, taking my usual fever medication- acetaminophen. later on, i had my check-up. have my clarithromycin and erdosteine for my cough. on the next day, i still have my fever, cough, and i did not get to enjoy each spoon i take for my meal, i have the worst taste buds ever. ugh:// i tried to take w23ftyu8898 liters of gatorade just to rehydrate me. we looked for some hospital but it seems that they're all occupied. i had instead my IV infusion set, injected by some nurse around. i stayed at home for almost 3 nights with my dextrose on, but nothing positively special happening, so they looked again for some hospital and found this oh-please-get-me-out-of-here-because-it's-fucking-dirty-here. plus the nurses don't do "rounds", i hate it:// i was diagnosed with dengue, i have a platelet count from 145 to 146 to 95, to 81, to 99. my nanay, and sister from sates are pushing me to have blood transfusion, and my kuya fom manila kept on pushing me to drink tawa2, plus peeps here are telling me to eat durian to boost my platelet, i'm eating and drinking at the same time. chos. kapoy edit. nka dextrose pa right had ko. kawawa na left hand and fingers ko, puno na ang needle pricks and needle insertions :// pray for me, Lord God, help me po:))) Amen.

extra activities

as what i've promised to myself before entering college, that is, i should join clubs/orags and be active on it... guess what? i'm starting to move. heehee. if you're a reader of this blog since entering college, you probably know that i haven't joined any clubs in school, or any dance groups or contest because i was so busy in my academic activities. yes, i have moved already. my first exposure in stage was my performance for group impersonation (pharmacy acq party)(we got 2nd place), which, we did Dream girls impersonation. second, i joined the SPC mentor's group, the geekiest group in school. i joined the acq party, basic mentoring seminar and team building. 3rd, i joined the intramurals hosting audition, fourth, i did host the 3rd night event of our intrams. so far, the greatest activity i did was to be a host.

i know that these are just simple moves, but i'm just so proud of myself, at least, i've moved and showed to them that i excel both in acads and other stuffs. anyway, i'm planning to join some more events, especially in our department, next target is to join any contest in pharmacy week, (quiz bee, sana), and join more clubs and be more active in mentoring.

PS: maraming competent and excellent sa school na hindi pa nagmomove, yung iba, hindi naman competent, puro confidence lang (remembre, confidence is not enough) ang naglilead ng school orgs, hindi lang isa, nakakaabot pa until 3 orgs. hindi lang kayo ang estudyante sa school, give chance to others naman. let others take the spotlight, they're more deserving to some who has already the spotlight.