ugh

i feel so rejected from the people around me. maybe i'm paranoid, who needs psychiatric attention, ugh, i hate this feeling. i felt this since last week. there are times i prefer to work/study alone, or silent in class or maybe i'm thinking too much or thinking that i'm just over reacting on people's actions/deeds towards me :/ i feel so useless and worthless, or may be i'm missing someone or missing or LOOKING for people's attention. yes, attention-seeker, pleasure-seeker, or whatever it is, ugh! plus the fact that our recollection didn't help me to overcome my case! another plus, that i feel so envious on people around me, they're happy, i'm not :(. and my academic performances too, affect my mood (because of low scores, even though i study hard!), this is like rejection.

i know, i know, i have wonderful people around me, i have Him, family, friends, relatives, but promise, i don't know:( ugh. so help me God.

acq party 2011

i enjoyed the party so much!!!!!! better than the 2 preview acq parties i had. we won 2nd place in group impersonation, not bad at all! it's like, everyone-is-waiting-for-our-performance-haha-because-we-looked-so-glam-and-dead-serious-acting-like-dreamgirls-and-destiny's-child-hahaha. after party, we went to torres, and ate yogurt, yoh froz babey!

acq

acquaintance party tomorrow, i will join the group impersonation, we're the dreamgirls! chos! hoping... we'll win!

anyway, i'm a new member of mentor's group (the geekiest group ever!), there are only 2 pharma students, me and zafara! haha. need to get to know people from bsn, bmls and AS department. chos!

cofi

gusto ko magpunta sa green coffee, chos!

manga

hi. i went to gmall today and i saw these cosplayers strolling around the mall. i hate it. i don't know, i was just so annoyed with cosplaying stuffs. may be because i'm not an anime lover (and i will never be, except of course for disney, nickeledeon, cartoon network cartoons!). another, may be those cosplayers who are not pleasant to look at with their costumes and make up on. they praise foreign acts rather than acknowledging Filipino stuffs, where's patriotism and itangkilik ang sariling atin, anyway? why are these people spend money on their costumes, make up, anime toy collections if they can save it in the bank, or in some needs? i'm just wondering! hello, why don't you spend your time on education? money on food? on the brighter side, at least, these people don't take prohibited drugs, that's good anyway. but still, let's be practical, people! ok. so much for that. chos! i'm practicing freedom, anyway, so don't get me wrong. chos again!