Monday, August 29, 2011

nvc, smg

hello reader/s (if someone is reading this, okay!) last saturday and sunday, zaf ang I joined this school's student mentors' group acquaintance party, basic mentoring seminar and teambuilding activity held at jones beach resort, talomo, davao city. it wasn't not fun-at all. there was fun (but not to the highest level). honestly, i was so dismayed:(. the food and place were fine, but the accommodation and feeling of belongingness from the group members were so static (did i just use "static", omg!). in fact, out of 60+ members, 20+ were from BMLS (medtech), 2 from Pharmacy (i and zaf) and the rest were nursing students. i am not against bsn students or what, but I feel we don't belong to the group. bsn is bsn, bmls is bmls, pharm is pharm. i thought we'll be acquainted well in the acquaintance party to make us one, but what happened is too far away from the word "acquaintance". i liked the speakers in basic mentoring seminar, but at the end, we (i and zaf) found ourselves busy taking photos from different corners of the function hall. the teambuiding was harsh, we played this football (but it's not football actually, they just called it that way) under the raging uv rays of sun and the sizzling sand! let me tell you with these pictures.


function hall


aqc party: she's zaf, and she tried to portray like an OWL, but what happened? haha. we used fabric paints instead of face paint. it says there "do not prolong contact with skin", but the officers insisted. wtf.


if we're bored, i take photos like this. and like that below.

i was bored in basic mentoring seminar. my supposed to be way hair is not wavy anymore! haha

i slept at the upper deck of the double-deck bed.

aside from that, i'll show you a photo i took last year, it's a piece of paper that made my november and december 2010 busy months! i'm just so down and dissapointed because i've been waiting for almost 7 months, and i still got no replies from them. my sister said, i'll just wait, december of this year or next year, perhaps. i hope so!




Wednesday, August 24, 2011

ugh

i feel so rejected from the people around me. maybe i'm paranoid, who needs psychiatric attention, ugh, i hate this feeling. i felt this since last week. there are times i prefer to work/study alone, or silent in class or maybe i'm thinking too much or thinking that i'm just over reacting on people's actions/deeds towards me :/ i feel so useless and worthless, or may be i'm missing someone or missing or LOOKING for people's attention. yes, attention-seeker, pleasure-seeker, or whatever it is, ugh! plus the fact that our recollection didn't help me to overcome my case! another plus, that i feel so envious on people around me, they're happy, i'm not :(. and my academic performances too, affect my mood (because of low scores, even though i study hard!), this is like rejection.

i know, i know, i have wonderful people around me, i have Him, family, friends, relatives, but promise, i don't know:( ugh. so help me God.

Wednesday, August 17, 2011

acq party 2011




i enjoyed the party so much!!!!!! better than the 2 preview acq parties i had. we won 2nd place in group impersonation, not bad at all! it's like, everyone-is-waiting-for-our-performance-haha-because-we-looked-so-glam-and-dead-serious-acting-like-dreamgirls-and-destiny's-child-hahaha. after party, we went to torres, and ate yogurt, yoh froz babey!




Friday, August 12, 2011

acq

acquaintance party tomorrow, i will join the group impersonation, we're the dreamgirls! chos! hoping... we'll win!

anyway, i'm a new member of mentor's group (the geekiest group ever!), there are only 2 pharma students, me and zafara! haha. need to get to know people from bsn, bmls and AS department. chos!

cofi

gusto ko magpunta sa green coffee, chos!