reject

i feel so rejected. i feel rejection most of the time from people i usually hang out with. there is something in me that every act they do, i do evaluations and make conclusions, ie. they hate me because i over react on some simple things like exaggerating that i am sick. like, i answer pilosopong-tasyo style on their queries, i brag, i make excuses. i know, hindi uunlad ang isang tao pag iniisip niya ang tingin sa kanya ng tao. sorry, i'm too being sensitive/paranoid. anyway, i am sick. cough with phlegm, runny nose, headache when i cough, back ache, in short, i am sick because i stress myself in the internet, i usually go online up to 2am then sleep for 7-8 hours only, plus i don't take vitamins and i don't eat healthy foods, include the rainy/stormy-sunny weather and the raging floods.

Dear God, pls help me in my final exams, i hope i can study well and don't face facebook but to face my books. i pray that i can answer all the questions correctly and will be healthy again on review and exams days. bless me Lord God that i can make tipid of my allowance and to avoid the temptation of junk foods and softdrinks. Bless me Oh Lord and thank You for all the blessings you have showered upon us. and Bless the soul of my cousin's husband, may he rest in peace with You. Amen.

PS: i did hosting on our intramurals day 3, but i have no decent picture to upload online. they said, i did well, but i strongly believe that i did not and i did not meet their expectations. most of the comments i got, i have a very soft and low voice. uhm, excuse me?! i was like shouting! anyway, i met new friends, my co-hosts. they were experts! the girl is a band vocalist, so expect she's used to entertain people and have a very good and loud voice. the other one was a boy, he was an english speaker, he does not speak tagalog or bisaya, so expect he said everything in pure english (and very little tagalog pala, haha). i impersonated Crissy, the impersonator of kris aquino. the rest was history. it was not really that memorable, i'm just bitter, i know. haha

intrams tantrums, coz they sound alike

i'll be hosting SPCs intramurals day 3, vocal solo and impersonation, events on a wednesday night. and i'm so kinukulbaan kay dili ko kabalo maghimo ug hosting spiels ug dili na ko gina-expect na serious show diay akong i-host. i thought i'll be hosting a funny show because i was accepted in the screening doing Ruffa Mae Quinto and Crissy impersonations. but i don't know what happened. it's my first time to talk in my school's stage with microphone, a booming sound system, splash of stage lights, and a thick crowd, plus, it's a whole night event. so, God bless me!

of morality

inspired ako sa bioethics kong subject, affected ako sa moral issues ng abortion, contraception, genetic engineering etc. haha.

recollection

last week, we went to dominican house of prayers and had our last recollection. it was fun! but i liked last yr's reco because we cried buckets. we had our picnic too, we brought junk foods, drinks but i brought chocolates. i had my confession too, hmm, it was awkward i tell you. it's the most awkward confession i have so far! haha. the snacks and meals were so good too. yummy spaghetti, sinigang na hipon, fried chicken and pancakes too! we're too busy taking photos too! and yes! we have our class picture again! I <3 pharmacy 3A.

i feel so pretty with this cute pink cap and minnie mouse blouse. bwahaha.

thanks to jandi for the multiple shots! haha. miss universe 2011, eh?!


the people i love! through flunks, thin and thick, rain or shine! haha.

sorry for the load of photos in this post and the post below this post. i just feel like blogging, i don't want my thoughts to disappear and i don't want my memories to fade.

i know, i'm not active anymore in blogging, i don't have readers, but i don't really need them. i just need some memory box to keep my stories/lies/tales/news/randomness. because i usually read my posts at the end of the year to reminisce what i've done on that year. kthanksbye!

nvc, smg

hello reader/s (if someone is reading this, okay!) last saturday and sunday, zaf ang I joined this school's student mentors' group acquaintance party, basic mentoring seminar and teambuilding activity held at jones beach resort, talomo, davao city. it wasn't not fun-at all. there was fun (but not to the highest level). honestly, i was so dismayed:(. the food and place were fine, but the accommodation and feeling of belongingness from the group members were so static (did i just use "static", omg!). in fact, out of 60+ members, 20+ were from BMLS (medtech), 2 from Pharmacy (i and zaf) and the rest were nursing students. i am not against bsn students or what, but I feel we don't belong to the group. bsn is bsn, bmls is bmls, pharm is pharm. i thought we'll be acquainted well in the acquaintance party to make us one, but what happened is too far away from the word "acquaintance". i liked the speakers in basic mentoring seminar, but at the end, we (i and zaf) found ourselves busy taking photos from different corners of the function hall. the teambuiding was harsh, we played this football (but it's not football actually, they just called it that way) under the raging uv rays of sun and the sizzling sand! let me tell you with these pictures.

function hall

aqc party: she's zaf, and she tried to portray like an OWL, but what happened? haha. we used fabric paints instead of face paint. it says there "do not prolong contact with skin", but the officers insisted. wtf.

if we're bored, i take photos like this. and like that below.

i was bored in basic mentoring seminar. my supposed to be way hair is not wavy anymore! haha

i slept at the upper deck of the double-deck bed.

aside from that, i'll show you a photo i took last year, it's a piece of paper that made my november and december 2010 busy months! i'm just so down and dissapointed because i've been waiting for almost 7 months, and i still got no replies from them. my sister said, i'll just wait, december of this year or next year, perhaps. i hope so!