i'm excited!

scarf= check
long sleeves/ turtle neck= check
leg warmer= check
ticket= check
baggage= check
passport= check
visa= check
pasalubong= check?!
boots= x    :((((

can't wait for fall 2012!

dear blog,

1st semester of this academic year has just ended! this means, i'm done with my thesis defense and all academic stuffs! (final exams + thesis revision + defense + intramurals in a week) yes! but i still need to revise our thesis though. God knows what my thesis group went through, all the sacrifices, efforts, sleepless nights, they all paid off. anyway, i'll be busy again with my hospital duty at san pedro hospital and my manufacturing duty at RDL laboratories. then 23 days na lang, i'll be back somewhere else. heehee. here's a photo that i wanted to share online  but never will in facebook. haha. i've been trying to be sexy in this photo, but i know i'm still not sexy. and God knows how desperate i am to have a flat tummy, i'm no good in cutting off my meals, i simply go for a NO SODA DIET, 2 weeks of this diet stuff was the longest so far. i just can't avoid coke! uggggh.

whatever

i'm happy for you and i'm happy for myself too (or not?) if people like you (who is reading this) know what i mean. thou shall move on or shall i?

i went to san franciso, and i thought it was new york

srsly, when i went to san francisco, i was insisting, YES! I AM NOW IN AMERICA!!!! and it feels like i'm in new york (based on movies/pictures of new york)

sorry lungs kung braggy or gimanol lang jud. but uggh whatever. every time i see photos like these below, it makes me wanna go back in san francisco, esp powell street!

went here, shopped here, and felt it was new york!

so far the largest and hugeeeeeessssssttt forever 21 place i've been to! 4-storey store! as in WOW o.0

kasi mas mura ang aldo sa labas?

insert vertigo here, srsly, nahilo ako.

feel na feel ko ang kalyeng ito.

*all photos are not mine, from Google, they belong to their photographers. haha

i don't have photos of me here, and i soooooo regret it. BB purely sucks at photos. if u know what i mean.

*quick post

march 2013 issues

i need a continuous dose of optimism na gagraduate ako sa March 2013. i have this problem for months now, i've been thinking if i'll be marching on march 25, 2013. my issue here is not about i have failing grades, but it is about my 200 hours manufacturing internship (which anyway, i gave up last summer because i went to america). i am not sure if i will have the chance to have it in dvo instead of manila. ipasok mo pa ang very wrong timing na 1-week REQUIRED absence sa last week ng october, how can i catch up with these 200 hrs internship and classes when at the same time 2nd semester will start on last week of october and has no duty days? anwyay, i'm on my half way of my specialization internship at san pedro hospital. i must stop this internship to give way for my manufacturing. gets mo? kasi ako, hindi ko rin gets kung tama pag-explain ko sa english. bahala ka.

hindi ako susuko, lalo na sa pharmaceutical jurisprudence and ethics and quality control subjects ko. sisiw lang kayo. siya nga pala, good bye to my cum laude dreams, see u in my day-dreams instead, for u will be buried forever. *cries* i think my hardships are not enough, i regret those days when i snoozed my alarm for 10 min more then snoozing it again for another 10 min then snoozing it all over again and forgetting that i should study my chapters of lessons early in the morning. i also regret those days when i've been daydreaming and daydreaming all over again instead of spending those hours in studying. i regret those days when i prefer to dress-up with so many clothes to try on, when i prefer to stalk in fb, when i prefer to watch movies or even when i prefer to type these words instead of studying for finals or revising our thesis paper. whatever it is, i will never ever regret that i enjoyed every minute of those regrets. gets mo? kung hindi, same same lang tayo. hirap iexplain eh, promise.