a girl with a scar at the back

she's probably one of the reasons why i love going to college even though college is like hell. she's probably the reason why i laugh at not-so-laughable jokes of her. she's probably one of the reasons why i use belts and tuck-ins during wash days or in strolling. she's probably the reason why my social life is healthy. she's probably the reason why i love taking a taxi ride when i'm late. she's probably the reason why i use such gay lingo and "AI NA!" expression. she's probably the reason why i'm writing this, i mean not probably, but really is, she's really the reason why.

she's pretty but i'm prettier. she's sexy but i'm sexier. she's smart but i'm smarter. joke. but because she is really a good friend to me and because yesterday was her birthday, okay, pagbigyan. haha. but no, seriously.....

MARI GRACE ESPADERA LIM, 1st runner up MS. MIDSAYAP '08 is really a good friend, an out-of-this-world girl, fun to be with, lovable, beautiful, sexy, smart, gahot, and lily lily lily lily lily lily NICE!

dear shobe,

shobe. shobe, shobe, HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY! thank you for being such a nice friend. you're one of the best friends i've met since i started breathing. i love you because you don't really care who i am, even though i'm such a polyethylene friend. haha. i love you because u stab me not at my back but you always try to confront me on whatever u dislike about me. shobe dear, i love you because you're so cool and a fashion icon. i love you because you let me copy your answers during quizzes and exams and assignments. i love you because whenever i'm down and financially upset, you're like a piggy bank to me. haha. thank you for lending me money when i needed it the most. thank you for paying my jeepney fare as your payment if i've lended you some money in return for your kindness. thank u for always there to me, at my back, at my side, at my front! hahaha. thank you for patiently waiting for me whenver i'm late during our gigs and strolls. thank u for being a buddy during ukay-ukay days. thank u for the laughs you shared, you share and you'll share. thank you for being so mean and true to me. thank u for making me laugh, smile and cry when we're together. thank u for teaching me to have a taxi ride when i'm late. I JUST THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING, FOR YOUR KINDNESS AND FRIENDSHIP, THANK U FOR BEING SO TRUE TO ME. I LVOE YOU!

anyway, shobe shobe shobe dear, sorry if i'm so mean to you, sorry if i pull your hair out of boredom. sorry if i tell u you're fat, but seriously, you're not. sorry for telling you i'm sexier, prettier and smarter. sorry if i caused troubles and tears to you. sorry if i wasn't there to you when u needed some shoulders to cry on. sorry for being so polyethylene. haha. sorry for everything i've done and for the mean words i've told u. i'm just sorry for making you having this face x_____x. in behalf of your elite social climbing friends, we're very sorry for everything that made u feel bad.

again, shobe, always remember, WE LOVE YOU, YOU'RE SUCH A GOOD ASS. YOU ALWAYS ROCK OUR WORLD. HAPPY BIRTHDAY! MWAH! MORE YEARs TO COME AND MORE PARTEY PARTEY!

LOVE,

JUE AND ESC

hehe sa payong

i think this conversation is really funny. haha.

anyway, i still have cough and colds:( i always wear long sleeves/jackets in school. i'm so kawawa. rain is killing me everytime i go out, worse is, my more-than-one-year-old umbrella was lost by my fcking sister.

speaking of umbrella, she lost it last year, december 23rd something, after reading her text msg, i really cried, really. i so love that payong of mine. given by my nanay a year ago. i bring it everyday, yes, everyday, every time i go out. i love it because it's too small, that's why it fits on whatever bag i bring. i love it because it's so matibay, very durable, high quality and long lasting. i love it kasi hindi kaya ng malakas na malakas na hangin na pabaliktarin ito. i love it because madaling iopen at iclose at itago. i love it kasi bigay ni nanay. i've been looking for umbrellas at malls, but seems, walang katulad ang payong ko:(

hindi ako masyadong affected sa pagkawala ng payong ko no? hahahaha.

to my lovely payong, i loved you, i love and i will love you,

love-jue

PS: sorry, if you miss your original skin color white, now you're very dirty... white! i hope your new owner will clean you and will love u much more than i do!

RIP: jo anne d. aujero's mini tote umbrella.

hindi ka pa pala nagrest kasi ninakaw ka. :(

pers

1st day of class knina for 2011, lakas ng ulan, dahil dun, i was hoping na walang pasok, pero shet, mas maaga pa professor ko kysa sa akin. binigay ang scores sa exam, mabuhay ako, hindi ako mababa, hindi rin mataas! bwahaha. i thought, i failed in economics. maganda rin ang kuha ko sa pharmacognosy, when i say maganda, maganda talaga, kasing ganda ko! wala kming interpersonal communication and pharmacognosy lab kanina, kaya umuwi ako kasi medyo may sakit ako, natulog, paggising, lalong nagkasakit pa. kaya hindi na ako pumasok sa 5:30 pm class ko, natulog na lng ako. heto, grabe ang ubo, sipon, medyo may lagnat at headache. takot ako kasi sabi nila, once you started the new year na may sakit, you will be always sick within that year. wag naman sana:( *coughs*

gusto kong maglaklak ng anti-histamines for a good night sleep! or anything with chlorphenamine maleate, geek talk!

random is random

i'll be turning 18 this feb 2011! i don't want! i can now be jailed! another random thought that just sprouted out, this year, i'll be collecting things, anything with ribbons except hello kitty! haha. i hope i can srsly collect these things. coz u know, i've collected these things way back and then i stopped: glow in the dark (i have hundreds!), chocolate wrappers (chocolates around the world given by some people in stets), mickey mouse (4-5 stuffs and then i stopped coz it's so freaking mahal to collect MM things! haha). so i hope i can collect more ribbons so i guess our (i and ate) bedroom will have more basura according to my sister!

staphylococcus aureus is responsible for this thing inside my nose.

laugh out loud in my title, coz it's seriously funny. there's a pimple inside my nose like ugh.

so a usual greeting to all of you, HAPPY NEW YEAR! and i also forgot to greet you, MERRY CHRISTMAS! so belated. lol. i celebrated new year without a bang, but with a close college friend, zafara and my sister, maria. this is because i don't want to be bad tripped (haha at the word) in isulan which is related to my late Christmas greeting coz i was srsly unhappy last dec 25th. srsly. so, luckily, my watsons internship saved me! saved by the bell. at least, i got reasons to celebrate new year here rather than in isulan. haha. new year at davao was really a holy night-silent night!

about 2010, nothing major major things really happened in my life, i mean it has not done a big impact on me. ok, tell me i'm insensitive. i am, really. 2010 was a good year but nothing can beat those years i had with my family, when i say family, i mean those years we are complete. it's almost 9 years that we're not complete. my nanay is working in US, my eldest sister is now happy in Arizona with her own family, my 2nd brother is now stable with her wife in manila. every Christmas, i've been wishing for another FAMILY PICTURE. a photoshoot of a complete family. that's why i'm not really looking forward into these seasons (excepts for the gifts). it's because i think i'm tired of just waiting and waiting and waiting, it's idle for those 9 years. i'm still hoping though. TIME HEALS ALL WOUNDS. i f you get what i mean, hail you, you're smart!

but if we just wait for the time to do its job, still, it would not really work things out. i know it needs efforts from every member of the family. but it seems that, no one is working with it. so this year, i want to have more guts and optimism and good spirit to push me to make family things better. i know i can be the change. even though i'm the youngest in the family, i know i can if i just believe. nakakatakot! so, help me God. and pray for me readers:))) thank u for this privileged speech. thank u.